[Mood] Face it

Actually, you know that you will eventually give up this kind of tough route.
You know that everything, and every fair will become bubbles, disappearing in the air.
But you still cannot make up your mind to leave.
It's quite a hard decision to give all the relationship up.
But maybe one day you should do it because that from the beginning to the end, there're only you thinking in this way.
They are just kind to you, not meaning anything.

How I wish that you have the same mind as me?
How I wish that you have the same thoughts and the same affection as me?

From my observation, you don't know anything, and you don't know my really feeling.
So?

I don't know.